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[19 Jul 2005|11:44pm] [ mood | okay ] [ music | The Ballad of Sal Villanueva - tbs ♥ ] i made a new journal. without drama. because people think i need to stop being dramatic so i'm going too new livejournal you_blow_meaway ♥ love your not like all the rest

[16 Jul 2005|09:52pm] today/tonight was stupid. i got really mad, over nothing. amber came over, we got ready. then we stopped by katherines. then we went to the norwood american legion center. ali katherine justin corey lori jess michelle and others were there. allison barbra jenks makes me soo happy. tom gemba n russ jones n this kid mike were there. tom gembas soo nice & funny. so at first a bunch of us walked to white hen. i got really mad. whatever it was stupidness. then we went back n hung out there. maevers was there (: then tom,me,jess,amber,corey and russ n this kid mike walked too white hen again. tom gave me a piggy back ride like the whole way there i felt bad. then i walked back. n corey did too. we didn't talk, at all. it was stupid, then i got picked up. & now im home. zach wapole & michelle cuddy & nancy shea were there too. i don't really know nancy but shes my livejournal firend. maddie & anna & joe were there too, i saw jason too i haven't seen him in a long time him & susan like each other its cute. i talked to susans sister tonight too.& i met ginny rhoads, well i already knew her but i met her again. so yeah i guess ill write more later err stupidness, stupid, stupid , stupid and i can honestly say * your not like all the rest

[15 Jul 2005|09:58pm] [ mood | moody ] [ music | justins voice :) ]   ( survey im bored. ) your not like all the rest

[15 Jul 2005|09:41pm] [ mood | happy ] [ music | the instant messenger noise, i should play some music tho... ] today was fun. i went to julie annes at like 230 with sarah n lissandra <3 we went swimming. it was fun :) i love them. then lissap left :( shes leaving for maryland tonight until tuesday :( im gonna misss herrr <33 :( :( but yeah so then me n julie n sarah got ready n nickyyy!! drove us to pats. i love when she calls her brother nicky. its soo little sounding. so we got to pats n watch gim put in his contacts. it was a blast. then me n mike higgins like kept pushing each other off a wall he like killed me. haha i think the funniest thing was when he dropped me off the wall n i held my nose like i was being thrown into a pool. i think i was used to that cause of last night haha. but yeahh then me n gim played with joes nextel n we beep beeped each other back & forth i <3 gim. hes soo goofy. n i <3 joe atkinson too hes soo random. its funny. and dierdre & meghan were there too of course. it was fun. then my mom picked me n julie up at 9 n drove julie home. so now im home :) ill write more later <3   aww lissap just called :( im gonna miss her n its only like 4 days! ahhhh i love her<333     your not like all the rest

[15 Jul 2005|01:57pm] [ mood | ohhh wellll ?? ] [ music | be faithful - fat man scoops ft. faith evans ] ( pictures from the cape with molly and lissandra :) ) and i can honestly say * your not like all the rest

[15 Jul 2005|12:40am] [ mood | aggravated ] [ music | you & me - lifehouse ] okay like i really told myself i wouldnt do this. but i don't care anymore. i was just reading christines live journal and it made me really mad. like im not trying to be mean christine. but honestly you dont know the half of it. yeah he was the first person to do.. that to you so you'll remember that. he was pretty much my first everything christine. he was my first kiss. he was the first person i was actually serious about ever. he was also the first & only person i would let do.. that same thing to me.  you were upset after what like a month or two? thats not even half of how long ive cared about corey for. i just like theres no words to describe how mad that makes me. like christine im really not mad at you n im really sorry he hurt you. like i know he really did hurt you but you don't know half of how much hes hurt me in the past. like people a million times tell me not to go back too him. n to not let myself get hurt anymore. but i dont even care anymore.  my three best friends get mad at me for going back to him everytime because they know im just gonna end up hurt. and he knows ill always go back to him i love him of course i will. oh well whatever. sorry for that. it just made me very aggravated to read that. your not like all the rest

[14 Jul 2005|10:24pm] [ mood | happy ♥ ] [ music | cater to you - destinys child <333 ] today was lot of fun. i went to ambers at like 1. we walked downtown. then we saw corey justin n rob at mcdonalds. me justin n amber walked to see emily. i love her shes soo nice. then we walked back to mcdonalds. then me amber corey justin n rob walked the tracks to like downtown. i thot amber was gonna punch rob in the face. they were fighting constantly. justin threw a rock at my finger n it bruised it. then corey n rob n moose n justin n emily went to mooses grandmothers. corey hugged me while he was all wet it wasnt cool. and then me n amber walked to ambers with tom gemba n russ jones. then ambers mom drove us back downtown n we went to subway n saw austin  so we hung out with him n we walked back too 7 eleven n then went in blockbuster n then my mom picked us up n brought us to ambers. we hung out there for a while. then ambers mom drove us to austins n we hung out there n matthew came over. n then we walked to rachels. well austin pegged me there n then went back for amber n pegged her n then went back for matt n pegged him n then we got to rachels. i saw the birthday girl. NICOLE <333 i love her n missed her. lisa <3 beana chris glynn, russ, livia, corey, rob, moose, mike malley, chris m, pelly, little chris came. and we all hung out. amber me lisa rachel corey matt mike higgins n chris glynn went swimming. it was fun. then at like 10 my mom picked me up. n so now im home.   Happy Birthday  Nicole Marie ♥ </p>   your not like all the rest

[13 Jul 2005|10:34pm] [ mood | happy ♥ but confused :-/ ] [ music | cater to you - destinys child <333 ] today was good. i had testing from like 830 this morning till like 3 though it was soo stupid. it was like going to school all day. so when i got home i went to alibs and julie n sarah n lori were there (: they made a slipping slide with bubbles (: it was fun. we played on that. then me n sarah went back to sarahs n then julie anne came over n then we walked to alibs n lori met us like half way. then we got there n just hung out and played with phones. n then ate food. n then i got picked up at like 10. it was fun. i love those girls <3 im really confused & worried though. not good. stupid stupid stupid 2 year old! thats me (: but yeah i feel dumb. so i guess ill write more tomorrow bye <3 and i can honestly say * your not like all the rest

[12 Jul 2005|10:42pm] [ mood | errrrrrr ] [ music | shake it off - mariah carey <3 ] today was boring. and funway blew. i went with lissandra & amber.maevers came and then katie and her cousin came cailyn n lauren were there. n will n austin. it was okay but stupid so i left early.   i wasnt in the mood for funway. n then i come home for this bullshit. i fucking hate this. whatever your not like all the rest

[12 Jul 2005|03:18pm] [ mood | excited ] [ music | cater to you - destiny child ] okay well im waiting for my daddy to get home so ican go out so while im waiting heres a ( survey ) and i can honestly say * your not like all the rest

[12 Jul 2005|01:37am] [ mood | crushed ] [ music | WHOA YOU'RE SO LAST SUMMER ♥ ] ( im bored & everyone seems to be doing this survey ) and i can honestly say * your not like all the rest

[12 Jul 2005|12:34am] [ mood | whatttteverrrrr !!!!!!!!! ] [ music | through the rain - mariah carey. ] i feel soo dumb. i hate it. i always tell myself im not gonna believe it again. n i do. everytime. its such bull shit. but i dont even care anymore. we are just teenagers theres no point. i just hate feeling like an idiot everytime, especially this time cause i was actually trying. i think the only reason i right in here is cause if i kept everything in my head i would feel so dumb.  its like if you dont talk about whatevers going on in your head it will find a way to get to you. oh well. i love kerry jean schoolcraft. she makes me smile. we're deffinetly twins. everything that happens to us is always the same. like same situations. i love it . but ughhhhhhhh whatever (: ill write more tomorrow. its funway (: im excited. ughhhhh byee i love you (=!     sooo kerry rapes people. hahaha just kidding..   i just felt like saying that. your not like all the rest

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[11 Jul 2005|01:53pm] [ mood | smiley ♥ ] [ music | The Ballad of Sal Villanueva - tbs ♥ ] so todays beeen soo boring. i woke up at 1 and went back to sleep till 130. cause some people keep um till 4 in the morning on the phone. names corey james. i got him to hang up the phone i was proud (:. but today i dont think i can go anywhere till like 4 or something coool like that. i think im hanging out with sarah like usual. what else. but i really wanna hang out with alib n julie i miss them  <3 :(. alib said we'd hang out soon. i hope  that works out. cause i love her. but yeah i guess ill write more later (:       your not like all the rest

[10 Jul 2005|10:20pm] [ mood | confused ] [ music | The Ballad of Sal Villanueva - tbs <3 ] so yesterday i went to sarahs. we walked downtown. we met ray ray patricia and mike higgins downtown. then we all walked to pats. i was like a loner the whole time because pat & sarah were talking and rayray & mikehiggins were talking. so then we got to pats and just hung out. then at like 7 or something my mom picked me, sarah , rayray and mike higgins up. we dropped mike higgins n rayray off at opr. then sarah came to my house. we watched hide & seek it was a good movie. then we just hung out and what not. she slept over.  today i walked all the way from my house to the aggie and met lissandra at the aggie. we went to sarahs hung out with her a little bit. then the three of us walked downtown. we went to subway and met matt ryan and mike there. then mikes mom picked us up n we went back to his house n hung out there. we ate (: then we got to play with sparklers. i <3 sparklers! (= then mike ryan n matt went to jtibbs. and then me n lissap walked till country kitchen the christo christodola or what not gave us a ride to the aggie. then we walked to jtibbs to use the phone (: justin makes me smile. jess kelly emily chris m and others were there. i missed chris. hes soo nice. then we walked n met lori dan gim n joe at the aggie. joe dan n gim left and me lori n lissandra got picked up by nick julies brother n we went to julies with amber n watched white noise then i got pickedu p n nnow im home. (:   so yeahh ill write more later i guess. im kinda grounded sorta now? idk its odd. ill write more later bye bye <3 your not like all the rest

[08 Jul 2005|10:27pm] [ mood | not happy = wicked fun. ] [ music | i slept with someone in fallout boy - fallout boy ♥ ]   today was very good. katherine came over. we hung out for a while here. then we went to mcdonalds and met justin chris n amber there. then we hung out there for a while. n walked to stop & shop. then emily & kelly came. i love emily. shes soo nice & funny. her & justin make me smile (: so yeah then me n katherine took the tracks back to her house because she wanted to see the train. so we waited for the train n then walked home. we watched charmed while are clothes dried. then at like 7 we went to alis. she was on the phone with kevin so we talked to him for a little. then we watched degrassi, instant star & law&order (: it was a good time. i missed ali. a lot. so yeah then my mom picked me n katherine up at like 930 and we drove katherine home n now im home.   i get very aggravated and confused and upset and i just hate myself when i read there comments. ugh. its soo ughhhhhh so yeah bye ill write more later. and i can honestly say * your not like all the rest

[07 Jul 2005|08:01pm] [ mood | exciteddd !!!! (= ] [ music | do something - britney spears ] today was a lot of fun. i love my friends.  i didnt wake up til like 1 so i went to sarahs at like 130 then we hung out ate pizza and stuff then we walked downtown. i saw christina n liv i love beana! i missed her soo much. then i saw the fucking greatest person ever katherine althea sumner <33333 love of my life. we decided we're hanging out veryyy soon. i love her. then we met matt rayray maevers lissandra malley austin n ryan glynn down town. we walked to malleys and hung out there for a while. it was fun. then we walked to the playground. nd hung out there for a while. bobby stopped by. it was funny because on the way walking downtown i was like i hope we see bobby because i havent had a good hug from him in a while. and there he was with his friend eric. his friend erics really nice he has his lip peirced its cool. then they left. and mike, gim n dilbert came. haha me n maevers sat on ray while he was laughing histerically cause of maevers feet and then they tied his shoes to the bench. he tried to beat me up. it was funny. then i had a deep descussion with him for some of the way to maevers house. then i had a good conversation with matt too. i missed him i hadnt seeen him in a very very long time. then on our way we saw justin flynn earle tom hall and dave nostro. i love them. i love justin n earle. then we got to maevers and i got picked up. and now im home. and im bored so heres this thing i stole from lisa knobel.   ( you fell so hard , ive learned the hard way too never let it get that farrrr because of youuuu  ) and i can honestly say * your not like all the rest

[07 Jul 2005|01:37am] [ mood | upsettttt whooo ♥ ] [ music | WHOA YOU'RE SO LAST SUMMER ♥ ] we tried to avoid it but theres not a doubt, and theres on thing i can do nothing about....     WHOA YOU ARE SOO LAST SUMMER   ♥ ♥ ♥ MORE LIKE WHOA YOU'RE SO LAST FUCKING TWO YEARS AGO   umm MAYBE I SHOULD HATE YOU FOR THIS?!     I HATE YOU !!!!! WHOOWEEE  !!!! And I'd give up forever to touch you Cause I know that you feel me somehow You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be ♥ And I don't want to go home right now And all I can taste is this moment And all I can breathe is your life Cause sooner or later it's over              ♥ I just don't want to miss you tonight And I don't want the world to see me Cause I don't think that they'd understand When everything's made to be broken   ♥ I just want you to know who I am And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming Or the moment of truth in your lies  When everything seems like the movies ♥ Yeah you bleed just to know your alive Goo Goo Dolls - Iris ♥ ♥ ♥     Well she's so heartless And I could care less Well cross my heart and hope to lying just to keep you here ♥   YOU SAY IT MAKES YOU WANNA FALL IN LOVE OR BE SMART ENOUGH TO KEEEP YOUR DISTANCE  !!!!!!     giveeee me chance giveee me a chanceeee     k so thats pretty much me talking out my ass / just listening to taking back sunday for kicks cause there lyrics are perfect           just get dressed dont do this <3         Go on just say it, You need me like a bad habit, One that leaves you defenseless, dependent, and alone.   A BAD HABIT THAT YOU CAN FUCKING USE WHEN YOU FEEL LIKE IT.   This is why we were taught so much better than this This is what living like this does                               I’ve crawled home from worse than this I’ve crawled home from worse than this I’ve crawled home from worse than this I’ve crawled home from worse than this I’ve crawled home from worse than this I’ve crawled home from worse than this I’ve crawled home from worse than this         I hope he takes his time & I hope he keeps your eyes closed tight I hope that when he leaves,you still smell him on your sheets cause I can, I can. If I could get to sleep then, I guess you could stop pretending. Cause if I didn't think you loved it, well then I wouldn't play along.     BOYS LIKE YOU ARE A DIME A DOZEN   This won't mean a thing This won't mean a thing This won't mean a thing This won't mean a thing This won't mean a thing This won't mean a thing ITS NEVER DOES !!!!!   Feel it out for once and feel nothing like everyone else when the most I could do was to just blame myself and I know you know, everything And you're so guilty it's disgusting He's been sneakin underneath your sheets and your hands have been in places that they probably shouldn't go But don't worry sweetie , cause I already know                 FUCKING CHEATERSS                               This     is     all     wrong     and     it     shows       ♥ There's certain things I promised not to let you know, not to let you know I never, never...You've got this silly way of keeping me on the edge of my seat             Your lipstick, his collar.. don't bother Angel I know exactly what goes on              ♥   its obvious.       I haven't been happier since I haven't been happier not since... Well, it used to take so much more It used to take so much more I used too.                         i overreact. i overreact everyday about something different. or about the same thing i always overreact about. this is a pointless entry. im just showing my love for taking back sunday lyrics.     Well, it's love. It's love. Make it hurt. I deserve it. Well, it’s love, it’s love, it’s love... Make it hurt.   its NOT love it NEVER was             COMPLETELY STUPID ENTRY & IM DONE SO K THANKS BYE ♥ and i can honestly say * your not like all the rest

[06 Jul 2005|10:23pm] [ mood | happy ] [ music | follow through - gavin degraw ] today was a lot of fun.  me n lissap wanted to play in the rain today but that didnt work out so we went to maevers (: ^ we watched that movie :)  it was really sillly and funny and cute lol i love audrey hepburn shes soo pretty ^ shesss sooo pretty.   so then after we watched that me n lissap went to lissas. and i talked to justin for a bit i love him. then me n lissa ate dinner. i love mrs. ps food (: its soo good. yep then maevers came over. and we went to the movies. mike malley, steve, omalia , dilbert were there. then i saw kimberly in the bathroom wow have i missed her (: so then i found out a bunch of kids in my grade were there so i went to see them. i saw davis, earle, dave, justin, ryan s , tom, brittany,leann, lauren o, leo, james, ryan o, ryan c , mark, mike white, chris , and eric (: erics really quiet but nice. it was fun to see all of them. so yeah then my dad drove me lissap n maevers home. n now im home ill write more laterr kidds <3   commmment pleaseee (: and i can honestly say * your not like all the rest

[05 Jul 2005|11:55pm] [ mood | aggravated ] [ music | because of you - kelly clarkson ] yesterday was a lot of fun we all went to patricks. and ray ray was there n lisak and mike higgins n gim n lissa p n maevers and dierdre n sarah n pat obviously. we went swimming. me raymond micheal and lisa ann walked to opr n swang then me n ray walked  back for food (: pats like a dad he cooked us hamburgers (: they were good. then john bilado picked me lisa sarah n gim up at pats and drove us too lisas hes so fun to drive with. he quit subway thats sad. then i sat and i talked to justin for a while at lisas. i missed him i love him oh so much. and then we three wayed beana god that girl makes me laugh. then i spent like an hour crying with sarah it was quite emjoyable if i do say so myself. then we went to sleep (: so then my mommy picked me n sarah up n i got dunkin donuts then we dropped sarah off n i went home. then at like 3 i went to julies and we swam. and amber n lissap came over (: then we showered and maevers came. then we all got ready for funway. then we went to funway n emily gim will austin and others were there. justin russell n chris glynn came by for a little bit i love justin (: i was happy i got to see him. it was soo much fun i was soo hyper. i met this kid blake there. and yeah he was nice. and i saw jaime cailyn n lauren. i love jaime. shes amazing. n soo prettty. i saw mike kent n matt obrien too. there really nice. so yeah then i got picked up n came home. and now im talking to justin on the phone, hes wonderful (: it makes me happy. i really hope hes happy he told me he was and that makes me really happy i love when hes happy (:  i talked to kevin queley for a tad too when i got home aww hes soo nice.     JumPmaN23 911: how u feell gonna b froshh next year jennie3x      7: im excited :-) JumPmaN23 911: u need any directions come 2 me and if u getttin picked on or anything alright JumPmaN23 911: ahha jennie3x      7: aww okay thank you kevinn :-D JumPmaN23 911: np ure a cool kid u 1 of julies friends i respect u alot jennie3x      7: aww thanks :-) im really happy julies with you it makes me smile ^^ aww soo nice him n julie are great.   i love julie im soo happy i got to hang out with her today i missed her oh so much <33 gregorys in town. i hope i get to see him. hes the only boy thats really nice to me and  makes me really happy. besides justin but he has too hes my best friend. so thats nice ill write more tomorrow i gues bye <3 your not like all the rest

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